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		<title>Good Friday Poem</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 22 Apr 2011 21:10:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So how is it that Jesus is up there,
while I remain unscathed?
Because of what He Himself has said...
"There is NO OTHER WAY"!]]></description>
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<h2 style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #000000;"><strong>Looking at the Cross</strong></span></h2>
<address style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #000000;"> <em>A poem for Good Friday by Ellen5e</em></span></address>
<p style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">As I look up at the cross I see,<br />
The Guiltless Lamb who died for me.<br />
I see the thorns that adds to the pain,<br />
In the form of a crown, His born for my gain.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">It&#8217;s hard to look upon those stripes<br />
so bloody &amp; wide, deep &amp; thin,<br />
Not that they were undeserved,<br />
but just payment for MY sin.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So how is it that Jesus is up there,<br />
while I remain unscathed?<br />
Because of what He Himself has said&#8230;<br />
&#8220;There is NO OTHER WAY&#8221;!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The sky grew dark, the thunder rolled,<br />
the very earth shook;  rock and stone,<br />
The penalty paid;  &#8220;It is Finished&#8221; crossed His lips,<br />
and the furious wrath of God was shown.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Indeed the innermost veil of the temple<br />
was torn by God above,<br />
Not only was God&#8217;s wrath poured out<br />
but Grace,  such undeserving Love.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">For by the supplying His very own Son<br />
Jesus came as both sacrifice and priest,<br />
that we might be reconciled to God,<br />
and partake in the Passover Feast.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Don&#8217;t you see what&#8217;s been done here?<br />
What a great price has been paid!<br />
When the sins of the world,<br />
were upon Jesus Christ laid.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And He willingly bore them,<br />
ought of His perfecting love,<br />
that we might be with Him<br />
forever, in eternity above.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">====================</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Please join me Dear Friend in honoring what took place on this Good Friday!<br />
He who was without sin became sin for us so that we might become the righteousness of God through Jesus Christ our Lord!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Blessing and Honor and Glory to the Lamb who was slain, forever and ever- Amen.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">©2011E5e attribution rights reserved</p>
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		<title>Video Greeting from Eastside Ellen</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Sep 2010 07:49:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ellen5e</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Video greeting from Eastside Ellen who has rare Foreign Accent Syndrome.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just a quick heavily accented video greeting for you&#8230; THANKS FOR VISITING MY SITE.<br />
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I hope you will continue to pray for productive research in regard to striving to understand what causes Foreign Accent Syndrome and how it may be treated.&nbsp;</p>
<p>A speech related Bible quote for you:  &#8220;Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth.&#8221; &#8212;1 John 3:18/NIV</p>
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		<title>DOG BUCKET LIST</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 22 Apr 2010 20:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Here is a list of all kinds of dog equipment that you may be using as you train your dog in while doing the 4-H Dog Project. You will NOT need ALL of this. But you should keep what you need to go with you in a show bucket or bag. I personally like a [...]]]></description>
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<div>Here is a list of all kinds of dog equipment that you may be using as you train your dog in while doing the 4-H Dog Project. You will NOT need ALL of this. But you should keep what you need to go with you in a show bucket or bag. I personally like a bucket with the handle : )  Carry only what you will need. KEEP your equipment in the bucket when you are not using it and it shouldn&#8217;t get lost . Then when it&#8217;s time to practice or leave on a trip, everything is in one place. </div>
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<div>THE ITEMS THAT ARE CAPITALIZED ARE THOSE THAT SHOULD BE IN YOUR BUCKET EVERY TIME.</div>
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<div>VET FORM &#8211; you must have proof that your dog&#8217;s required shot&#8217;s are up to date. If you have not yet done so please visit your vet to have them complete your 4-H Vet Form. A new form is required every year.</div>
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<div>LEASHES -6 FOOT leather or nylon, chain leash, retractable, martingale</div>
<div>COLLARS &#8211; TRAINING (choke chain), flat (agility), household collar, showmanship</div>
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<div>TREATS- (small) string cheese, &#8220;sausage&#8221; pressed (ask Ellen), hot dog, pellets or cookies. Most important is that is something special that your dog will love and that it is easily carried, given and consumed. Only treat when rewarding for successes. A Ziploc or treat dispenser to carry treats in.</div>
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<div>PICK-UP KIT &#8211; Poop bags or Ziploc baggies, and some paper towels or napkins.</div>
<div>Toys squeeky, jack, kong, bone, rope, frisbee</div>
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<div>Grooming &#8211;  any kind you use, curry, paddle brush, rubber brush, T-comb single, T- comb double coat, any grooming spray or perfume. Toe nail clippers or file.</div>
<div>First Aide Kit (optional) few bandages and whatever else</div>
<div>Advanced Training: Dumbell, Scent Articles</div>
<div>Clicker (if used)</div>
<div>Hand Sanitizer (good idea)</div>
<div>WATER &#8211; In a well-sealed bottle, &amp; bowl to drink from or reusable glad containter.</div>
<div>VET FORM &#8211; ALWAYS HAVE IT  (put it in a large ziploc or page protector.</div>
<div>Armband for Show Number (optional)</div>
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<div>DON&#8217;T FORGET ABOUT YOU:</div>
<div>CHAIR- camp or folding chairs if not at site.</div>
<div>NOTEBOOK: Paper, pen, calendar</div>
<div>DRINK: waterbottle, juice or whatever. Plus any snack if you need it.</div>
<div>MONEY: If you are going to another show, it&#8217;s always good to have a little $.</div>
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<div>NOW&#8230;. What&#8217;s in YOUR bucket? (or bag)</div>
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		<title>BASIC WAGGERS DOG CLUB INFO</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 22 Apr 2010 00:44:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Complete your Online Marion County 4-H Enrollment at: https://www.four-h.purdue.edu/enroll/ After enrolling online be sure to print, sign and mail to the address indicated BEFORE May 15th to be able to show at the county fair. About Warren Waggers 4H Dog Club Dog Club Our club meets Thursday eves at the Marion County Fairgrounds Exposition Hall [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div><b>Complete your Online Marion County 4-H Enrollment at: </b></div>
<div><a href="https://www.four-h.purdue.edu/enroll/">https://www.four-h.purdue.edu/enroll/</a></div>
<div>After enrolling online be sure to print, sign and mail to the address indicated BEFORE May 15th to be able to show at the county fair.</div>
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<div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;">About Warren Waggers 4H Dog Club Dog Club</span></b>  </div>
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<div>Our club meets Thursday eves at the Marion County Fairgrounds Exposition Hall 6:30 &#8211; 8 pm (April-June) with additional times added by club calendar.</div>
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<div>2010 Dog Vet Forms, State Fair Forms, and other Dog Forms at: </div>
<div><a href="http://www.extension.purdue.edu/CES/Marion/4-HForms.htm">http://www.extension.purdue.edu/CES/Marion/4-HForms.htm </a></div>
<div>County Fair Registration and State Fair Registration are both due July 1, 2010 at their respective places. </div>
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<div>Marion County Dog Committee Chair: Sue Barlow: fredandsue@aol.com</div>
<div><a href="http://www.blogger.com/www.extension.purdue.edu/CES/Marion/4-H%20Clubs%20&amp;%20Projects/Dog.pdf">www.extension.purdue.edu/CES/Marion/4-H%20Clubs%20&amp;%20Projects/Dog.pdf</a></div>
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<div>We focus solely on: Obedience, Showmanship, Agility, Poster and other information. We are open to all enrolled Marion County 4H members grade 3 and above.</div>
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<div><b><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;">Bring to Club</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;">:</span></span></div>
<div><b>Completed Vet Form</b> &#8211; MUST have all required shots up to date</div>
<div></div>
<div><b>Your Dog</b> &#8211; healthy, clean, and not &#8220;in season&#8221;.</div>
<div>He or she is your partner, so work and play with them throughout the week to have the best experiences.</div>
<div></div>
<div><b>Your Show Bucket/Ba</b>g should include at minimum:</div>
<div>Appropriate collars: </div>
<div>OBEDIENCE- training color (slip chain);  </div>
<div>SHOWMANSHIP &#8211; Martingale Show Lead; </div>
<div>AGILITY- flat collar with NO tags.</div>
<div>6 Foot leather or nylon leash.</div>
<div>Dog Mess Kit: p/u after your dog</div>
<div>Training treats &#8211; </div>
<div>Dog water bowl</div>
<div>water or snacks for yourself</div>
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<div><b>Yourself </b>- be accountable to someone when you can&#8217;t make a meeting <img src='http://ellen5e.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':-D' class='wp-smiley' /> </div>
<div>Be sure to be wearing sneakers. No flip flops, crocs or such. Safety and movement first.</div>
<div>Please dress casually, but modestly.</div>
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<div><i><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;">If you have any questions please contact </span></i></div>
<div><i><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;">Warren </span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;">Waggers</span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;"> 4-H Dog Club Leader, </span></i></div>
<div><i><span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#CC0000;">Ellen Spencer 317-351-9503 Home  or email </span><ellenspencer22 @gmail.com></ellenspencer22></i></div>
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		<title>Can My Dog Come?</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Apr 2010 10:32:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Can my dog come to dog club?&#8221; That is a question that I have been asked repeatedly. Here is the answer. In order for your dog to attend our Warren Waggers 4-H Dog Club the following must be true: * the clubber is (or is in the process of getting) registered as a 4-H member [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;Can my dog come to dog club?&#8221; That is a question that I have been asked repeatedly. Here is the answer.</p>
<p>In order for your dog to attend our Warren Waggers 4-H Dog Club the following must be true:</p>
<p>* the clubber is (or is in the process of getting) registered as a 4-H member with Marion County. NEW MEMBERS need to leave their dog at home for at least their first meeting.</p>
<p>* the animal is healthy: Current on required vaccinations (you need to be able to prove it with vet papers, so keep a copy of papers with you), dog is not &#8220;in season&#8221;, and mustn&#8217;t show fleas or other communicable malady. Returning members may utilize last years vet paper for first few meetings IF shots are still current to allow for vet visit. Please have current year 4-H Vaccination Form completed &#038; signed by your vet by May 15! </p>
<p>* Dog&#8217;s age &#8211; the animal will be at least six months old at show time. Dogs under one year must not jump in agility. </p>
<p>* Dog&#8217;s Behavior &#8211; a dog that the leaders deem as a danger to any other person or animal may not attend club. Dogs which have excessively disruptive behavior may be pulled aside for additional behavioral training.</p>
<p>There you have it. I hope that helps make it clear for you. If you have any questions, feel free to contact me.</p>
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		<title>New Website for Ellen5e</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 30 May 2009 19:04:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[There is a new website for me that is finally up!! You can follow me now on the website Ellen5e.com. Related PostsNo Related Post]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There is a new website for me that is finally up!! You can follow me now on the website <a href="http://ellen5e.com">Ellen5e.com.</a></p>
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		<title>WHAT IT WAS VS. WHAT IT IS</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2009 15:48:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have had quite a few brand new friends who I have met via newmedia and on the internet who have never heard me talk before the &#8220;ATTACK&#8221; so when they hear me speaking on the recent video clips they do not think anything about my heavy weird accent. ASIDE: By the way the votes [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ZCGov86CI6s/ShbUrxcUzWI/AAAAAAAAATQ/PKt6dwC8FJA/s1600-h/Can+We+Talk+copy.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 162px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ZCGov86CI6s/ShbUrxcUzWI/AAAAAAAAATQ/PKt6dwC8FJA/s200/Can+We+Talk+copy.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338688256765906274" border="0" /></a><br />I have had quite a few brand new friends who I have met via newmedia and on the internet who have never heard me talk before the &#8220;ATTACK&#8221; so when they hear me speaking on the recent video clips they do not think anything about my heavy weird accent.</p>
<p>ASIDE: <span style="font-size:85%;">By the way the votes for &#8220;What kind of accent do you think it is?&#8221; is leaning very heavily toward French and Swedish/Norwegian. One good friend has accused me of being a Russian spy. And one of my 4H dog club kids thinks I sound British like Victoria Stillwell of dog training fame.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">BEFORE</span> To help those people who have never heard my &#8220;regular talking voice&#8221; here is a clip of me conducting an interview of an intercity ministry. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JQjncoi9jc">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JQjncoi9jc</a>  You will notice some hesitation in my speech as I am thinking of the questions off the cuff, but even a very untrained ear can tell I do not sound like the same person.</p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">AFTER </span>Now&#8230; compare this to my most recent little clip from last night <span style="text-decoration: underline;"><br /><a href="http://www.tokbox.com/vm/b6ae3opqguin">http://www.tokbox.com/vm/b6ae3opqguin</a><br /></span><br />You hear a very noticeable difference don&#8217;t you??<br />Friends, students and family are helping me to laugh about it, because if I don&#8217;t stay light-hearted enough it will make me want to cry.</p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">THIS IS NOT ME!! </span><br />My regular voice is gone!  Instead I am having to hear these weird accents coming out of my mouth. STILL, I am extremely thankful to have any voice at all. Can you imagine it?</p>
<p>I have had friends call me on the phone, and then just about hang up as they say &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry, I have gotten the wrong number.&#8221;  I go into a quick &#8220;wait a minute! it is me, Ellen, don&#8217;t hang up!&#8221; Then I must give them some kind of fact that a stranger wouldn&#8217;t know, to convince them it is ME!!  It IS me!!</p>
<p>It has now been a week and a half since the first numbness showed up, and almost as long that I have been speaking with a foreign accent.  I sometimes get a bit down about the situation. No doctor has an answer about what is going on &#8212; we just don&#8217;t see any obvious signs of stroke or any bad tumor or anything on CT or MRI.</p>
<p>The speech therapist I saw on Wednesday was thinking maybe Bells Palsy, but some of the symptoms do not jive.  I have just started finding something called &#8220;Foreign Accent Syndrome&#8221; mentioned on the web. So I will continue to research as I await my neurologist appt. on the 29th.</p>
<p>I praise God that He never gives us more than we can handle. I am being forced to<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">(1)</span> speak funny OR <span style="font-weight: bold;">(2)</span> shut-up. Those of you who know my passion for communication (talking with people and about the Gospel) know which option of those two that I am taking.</p>
<p><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Here are some things running through my head a lot lately:</span><br />&#8220;Be still &#8212; and KNOW &#8212; that I AM GOD!&#8221; &#8211;<br />We are fearfully and wonderfully made; tho&#8217; this is scarey it IS facinating!<br />I must laugh because if I take it too seriously I will cry.<br />How much faith do I <span style="font-style: italic;">really</span> have?<br />I choose to believe that God IS in control of even this.</p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">What do you think about this?  I REALLY want to know.<br />I am seeking any advice, ideas or answers anyone might have.<br /></span></p>
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		<title>Sensitivity and Numbness.</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 12 May 2009 14:09:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It is interesting that God seems to be using &#8220;numbness&#8221; to teach me &#8220;sensitivity&#8221;.Sensitivity to His plans being more important than mine. Submission and asking for advise and help must be used when my own decisions are unpredictable. My family and close friends know that I&#8217;ve been having greater word finding problems as well as [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It is interesting that God seems to be using &#8220;numbness&#8221; to teach me &#8220;sensitivity&#8221;.<br />Sensitivity to His plans being more important than mine. Submission and asking for advise and help must be used when my own decisions are unpredictable.</p>
<p>My family and close friends know that I&#8217;ve been having greater word finding problems as well as poor decision making, memory, org. skills. Now it has escalated to include some other problems that I can&#8217;t ignore as being a flare up of Chronic Fatigue.</p>
<p> Yesterday, fatigue was horrible, severe headache and then 4:30ish numbness in lips and rt. side of face, stiffness in neck increased and went from just numbness/tingling thick feeling to sometimes burning.</p>
<p> This morning, I woke up to spreading of numbness down my rt arm.<br /> RATS!  God really wants my attention here I think. </p>
<p>I&#8217;ve just finished wrestling with myself to submit to God&#8217;s plan of not relying on my own understanding, which is clearly failing when decision making is so cruddy. I sought outside advise.  It actually looks like I&#8217;m going to have to do the unthinkable and forego my fun plans for this glorious sunny day to plant and do gardening with my daughter. I was really looking forward to that more than you know.  Instead wisdom says I need to go to ER.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m pretty bummed about that, but it is the &#8220;right&#8221; thing to do. I must be able to rule out stroke vs. just some kind of pinched or inflamed nerves. My family dr. said it&#8217;s up to me whether I go into ER or not!  Thanks for no help there Doc.  Seriously, he said he couldn&#8217;t diagnose over the phone, but nurse recommends that since its involving mental stuff, probably not just a pinched nerve. So she suggests I go ahead and go into the ER.</p>
<p>Other friend said better go in cuz no matter what, something is definitely wrong..</p>
<p>So I must forgo one of my favorite activities to go sit for hours in ER. Grrr!<br />Please pray for the situation. Tho&#8217; I&#8217;m not happy about this, I can do nothing but what I believe to be right and trust that I am in God&#8217;s loving care no matter what.</p>
<p>My Title of this blog post is a great start off for a spiritual illustration that is brewing in my mind, but I am afraid that it will have to wait; I&#8217;m going to the ER now.</p>
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		<title>Mother&#8217;s Day Blessings of Love</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 10 May 2009 05:31:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I believe that this is the perfect addition to the blog for today. In honor of all mothers:I Love You Forever as read by the author Richard Munsch. A very special HAPPY MOTHERS Day to not only those who ARE mothers, but all of us who HAVE or HAD mothers. This story is narrated by [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://images.smarter.com/blogs/Book111.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 186px; height: 190px;" src="http://images.smarter.com/blogs/Book111.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />I believe that this is the perfect addition to the blog for today. In honor of all mothers:<br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6z-oBkgJ4Ow">I Love You Forever</a>   as read by the author Richard Munsch.<br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><br />
<h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message"><span style="font-size:85%;">A very special HAPPY MOTHERS Day to not only those who ARE mothers, but all of us who HAVE or HAD mothers. This story is narrated by the author himself. Enjoy.</span></h3>
<h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message"><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names">                </span><span style="font-weight: normal; font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">A Special Note to MY mother:</span> &#8220;Happy Mother&#8217;s Day MOM! You not only gave birth to me that I may live, but pointed the way to my 2nd birth that I may live eternally!! Love you forever Mom!&#8221;</span></h3>
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		<title>On My Knees</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2009 04:41:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My friends and followers may have noticed that I&#8217;ve not been associal online over the last week. Why? Lots of reasons, but primarily, high demands of many different projects all coming due at the same time. There were the annual stage props for a production at Madame Walker theatre which my husband and I cranked [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ZCGov86CI6s/SgO9WFVlBrI/AAAAAAAAAS4/R0bEU7cWPYU/s1600-h/PrayerHandsSepia.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 130px; height: 98px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ZCGov86CI6s/SgO9WFVlBrI/AAAAAAAAAS4/R0bEU7cWPYU/s200/PrayerHandsSepia.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333314570824255154" border="0" /></a><br />My friends and followers may have noticed that I&#8217;ve not been as<br />social online over the last week. Why? Lots of reasons, but primarily, high demands of many different projects all coming due at the same time. There were the annual stage props for a production at Madame Walker theatre which my husband and I cranked out in record time. There were additional practices for our band as we performed a benefit fundraiser for some abused kids to be able to go to a Christian summer camp. Finally, there was all the paperwork and organization of a record number of members in our Warren Waggers 4-H Dog club of which I am leader.</p>
<p>All of these activities are a joy to me. However, they all came together at a time where they acted as a kind of &#8220;perfect storm&#8221; of stress at a time when my Chronic pain and Chronic Fatigue decided to ravage my poor body.</p>
<p>There were many days of zombie-like walking and &#8220;what was I just doing?&#8221; I&#8217;m still not at my normal level of functionality, however I am better than I have been in the last few weeks. So that is why I am up at 12:45 a.m. catching up on blogging and some other postings.</p>
<p>Today was a wonderful day! I have all those big projects behind me so I could insert my thankfulness to God into my prayers that lasted longer today. I spent a LOT more time &#8216;on my knees&#8217; today since it was the National Day of Prayer. Though President O&#8217;bama did not call attention to it, as our previous U.S. President had, I did remember to make it a priority on my schedule of events for the day.</p>
<p>I am concerned for our nation; if we don&#8217;t remember to turn to God, how will we know in which direction we should go to receive His blessing?  I prayed for our leaders, our communities and especially our families. Even tho&#8217; this particular day of emphasis on prayer comes only once a year, I am thankful for the opportunity it has given me to renew my fervency for prayer.</p>
<p>Our Lord promised in His Word that if we will turn to Him, He will turn toward us and He will heal our land. Though it seems odd, I am thankful for the season of weakness that I&#8217;ve had to endure. It allows me to truly acknowledge that through my weakness I am made strong. Like the Apostle Paul, God has seen fit to not remove &#8220;the thorn in my flesh&#8221; (as Paul called it) even though I&#8217;ve prayed for it. Like Paul, I may have taken pride in what &#8220;I&#8221; accomplished in my own power. This way, I KNOW that ALL my power comes from Him, because I truly am a weak vessel that feels so very weak that I might implode or vaporize with a gentle wind.</p>
<p>So tonight, right before I go to bed, I will once again go down on my knees. After all, that is where I can acknowledge that I never did have the control that I wanted. Even more importantly, it is when I feel most out of control that I can rest assured that my awesome God always was, always will be, and IS in control.  Now that&#8217;s peace!!</p>
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