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		<title>Unbelievable!</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I can be sensitive to the fact that there are some people who cannot help but be skeptical about things they have no former experience with.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright" title="Chess Yourself" src="http://www.hemmy.net/images/interesting/unbelievablepictures15.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="301" />It happened again. In the midst of a social fun time, I was snapped back into the reality of the fact that this speaking voice of mine is not my &#8220;real&#8221; voice.  I was questioned about my Foreign Accent Syndrome at length by a doctor who simply couldn&#8217;t believe it.</p>
<p>I was enjoying a lovely time out at a local establishment to listen to one of the bands my husband plays bass in; The Usual Suspects. I really do enjoy going to hear them play, not as much as when we play/sing in the same band together, but still a lot of fun. Music is still one of my all time favorite escapes.</p>
<p>I think that may be why it was such a jolt to the night when the normal &#8220;where are you from&#8221; became more in depth than usual. It turns out that one of the visitor&#8217;s for another band member is a doctor from New York and he flat out couldn&#8217;t believe me. So I had to go into verification mode at a time that I would have rather been enjoying the music, singing along and joking around with the other people. Don&#8217;t get me wrong; I think that it is neat that a young doctor is skeptical, but the timing of this particular encounter was unfortunate.</p>
<p>Because I know how very rare this disorder is, I feel an added responsibility to communicate the information about Foreign Accent Syndrome. However, because I am not a specialist, a doctor or someone who works in the medical field, my words are often held up to greater scrutiny and skepticism by those who do have such professions.</p>
<p>As a result, at a time when I would be relaxing and just enjoying, I now had to go into &#8220;work&#8221; mode. It is real work to try to describe something that has happened which is so rare. I&#8217;d offer proof, he&#8217;d counter with another question, and on it went. After several minutes of this, I told him that he should go ahead and look it up on the internet, but not to be surprised when he doesn&#8217;t find much information. I am one of 39 medically documented cases in the world . . . ever.</p>
<p>I was relieved to see that he had an internet capable phone so he could continue his query there. Which he did.  So I was able to enjoy the last two songs of the first set.  I was further relieved when my husband joined us at the table and further questions about its authenticity were confirmed for the young doctor. I have nothing against the young man, it simply was a timing issue and the fact that it made me &#8220;go there&#8221; at a time when I just wanted down time.</p>
<p>It is sad to believe that I can never really escape from this new voice&#8217;s impact on my everyday life. It is sadder still that some professional people will question my integrity when faced with something that they don&#8217;t know. I think that&#8217;s really what bothered me. I am telling the truth here. How can you stand there and call me a liar?  Yes, it IS interesting? But what can we DO about it? What can we learn? How about being helpful instead of being skeptical?</p>
<p>Although I wrote those thoughts from a carnal viewpoint, I do see something to be learned here. First, I can be sensitive to the fact that there are some people who cannot help but be skeptical about things they have no former experience with. Second, I am more sensitive to their insensitivity. I need to realize that it is not his intention to treat me as if I am a liar, although it feels that way to me. This is more mental &#8220;work&#8221; for me on top of the corrections to my speech as I communicate using this foreign voice.</p>
<p>So the take-away from this little life experience is this: although I thought he was thinking less of my integrity, he really simply couldn&#8217;t believe the fascinating medical manifestations. It was not that he wasn&#8217;t believing me. I took it too personally. It was simply &#8220;unbelievable&#8221;!</p>
<p>I thank God that he has given me the wisdom to keep such upsets inside myself so that I didn&#8217;t get snippy or impolite. Also, the humor mode that allowed me to take an uncomfortable topic and make light of it at my own expense allows me to lighten up. That gets me through the moment. Then, later,  I can really analyze what transpired so I can prepare for the next time such a thing happens.</p>
<p>Live and learn.</p>
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		<title>Turning the Page</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 02:17:56 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[January has been a time to "turn the page" as I start a new chapter. I have been attempting to accurately assess where I am, address what I can reasonably change, ask for help, and make definite progress as I seek God's best for me.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="size-thumbnail wp-image-559 alignright" title="Calendar2010Page" src="http://ellen5e.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/Calendar2010Page-150x150.jpg" alt="" width="150" height="150" />I HAVE TURNED THE PAGE! January 2010 is a time that I can look upon as a time of new beginnings. I continued to use my contemplations of December&#8217;s poor energy from CFS and come up with some kind of plan.</p>
<p>First, honestly assess where I am. I am in poor health and am driving myself unrealistically to do more things which only increases stress and puts importance on achievement of activities to determine my success. WRONG! This Christmas, God gave me the gift of honestly facing the fact that I have serious physical limitations that may never go away. Rather than being mournful over the time that I&#8217;ve lost, I want to celebrate what I can do.</p>
<p>So, secondly, I used the current Women in the Word Bible study materials that we are using called &#8220;Seeking Him&#8221; to launch me into personal inspection for the purpose of spiritual revival. I have been searching for how I have been falling short of God&#8217;s best for me. As a result, I went to my husband and a pastoral mentor and we did a great deal of growing.</p>
<p>Thirdly, this friend suggested that we follow the Bible&#8217;s instruction &#8220;<em>Is any one of you sick? He should call the elders of the church to pray over him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord.&#8221; &#8211;James 5:14</em>.  On December 27th, 2009 Steve, Michelle and I went into Pastor&#8217;s office and were surrounded by the deacons of the church and I received encouragement and much prayer. Many of them had not been aware that the Chronic Fatigue has been a battle for fifteen years, the chronic pain since Sept. 1987 and now the mysteries of the Foreign Accent Syndrome posed it&#8217;s own challenges. These men blessed our family greatly at that event.</p>
<p>Through a series of events and with the help of FaceBook on the internet, I met a Christian lady who did network marketing of a supplement product that we believed might help me. I was given a two week sample and I tried it. It is called MaxGXL. It is a glucothione accelerator which works at the mitochonrial cellular level and has had wonderful effects! There was a period of some detox side effects like headache, but my energy increased so that I was actually able to do more.</p>
<p>I am experiencing more stamina now, and so have been able to actually reorganize my pantry. It may sound like a little thing to most people, but it is something I count as a blessing.</p>
<p>Next, I came to the understanding that I do have great mental challenges when it comes to categorization. However, I simply don&#8217;t know what to do about it. It greatly effects my inability to file papers and organize things. I do well with my artwork materials because I have those relationships ingrained, but many other things have me stumped.  I have noticed the problem over the last two tax seasons, but it has gotten increasingly worse. I have told Steve of the problem, however, whether he doesn&#8217;t understand that I have a problem or simply doesn&#8217;t know what to do about it, in either case I am still in need of help.</p>
<p>Therefore, I did the next hardest thing to admitting I have a problem. I asked for help!  Now, when it comes to finding that person to help me, I am not asking someone to just come in and work at cleaning my place up. No! I am more than willing to do the work, although I wouldn&#8217;t turn down the help :0) because there is so much backlog. What I really need is someone to come in and teach me methodology. I need to be taught a process which before now just came naturally. What do I do with this? It is very humbling, but I am desperately in need of that help.</p>
<p>I have set, what I believe to be a realistic goal for myself, to have things in order around the house before the end of March. It really needs to be straightened out yesterday, but I am trying to be sensitive to what is a reasonable goal so that I can break it down to doable tasks.</p>
<p>I would appreciate your prayers in this, as that certain person or persons to come meet this need that I have so earnestly prayed for has not yet arrived. And as I attempt to do it on my own, I seem to make more messes, before I make any small progress.</p>
<p>All in all, January has been a time to &#8220;turn the page&#8221; as I start a new chapter. I have been attempting to accurately assess where I am, address what I can reasonably change, ask for help, and make definite progress as I seek God&#8217;s best for me. Prayer and studying God&#8217;s Word have been foundational in keeping me moving forward through the trials. It is so hard, but so worthwhile when I realize that as I put forth my best God will honor my efforts by transforming me to be better than I was before.</p>
<p>Here&#8217;s to new beginnings . . . and the God of all grace who makes it possible!</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 01:31:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[ As the daylight hours reduce at this time of year, the ability of my body to function decreases as well. Even the simplest of tasks takes exponentially more energy to accomplish.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>You may have noticed that I haven&#8217;t been blogging regularly since the middle of December. That is because I made a conscious decision to step back from many ventures during the Christmas season to focus on the most important areas of my life. I focused more on family and the celebration of what the birth of Jesus Christ means to me.</p>
<p>Also, in December I had been increasingly afflicted with the extremely low energy associated with Chronic Fatigue Immune Deficiency Syndrome. As the daylight hours reduce at this time of year, the ability of my body to function decreases as well. Even the simplest of tasks takes exponentially more energy to accomplish. So I ended the year refraining from blogging.</p>
<p>As I increasingly pared back on what activities I attempted, I found myself discovering what I valued most. My husband and I grew closer together in our prayer and Bible study times together, as well as those that we shared with our daughter. We communicated more with one another what we really value and the dreams that we have. As a family, we didn&#8217;t worry that we didn&#8217;t have a lot of money for gifts at Christmas, but dreamed of ways to do the most with what we had.</p>
<p>I became a baking fool. I literally spent 2 weeks in the kitchen baking various candies and a few other baked delights to hand out to some friends. Steve&#8217;s work alone had 18 little packages of goodies which yielded smiles and happiness at his workplace. I guess one of his coworkers in particular found that she is somewhat addicted to my Buckeyes (chocolate covered peanut butter nougat balls). I did somewhat perfect the peanut brittle this year too.</p>
<p>We mailed off Christmas packages to relatives via Priority mail to arrive before Christmas only to find that 2 of the 3 were addressed wrong and returned the second week of January!! Argh!  However, we did spend a lovely Christmas Eve at Steve&#8217;s folks and had a wonderful lamb feast with family before returning home between bad ice storms.</p>
<p>As New Year&#8217;s Eve arrived, I was ready to put 2009 behind me and start a new decade.</p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 02:43:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[As economic times are tough, I have had a real challenge of figuring out about what gifts I might be able to afford. There is just no way to be able to do the usual extended family Secret Santa gift exchange this year. The family vehicle needed repairs that cost more than our Christmas gift-giving [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div id="attachment_551" class="wp-caption alignleft" style="width: 160px"><a rel="attachment wp-att-551" href="http://ellen5e.com/p/the-christmas-gift/manger-copy/"><img class="size-thumbnail wp-image-551" title="manger copy" src="http://ellen5e.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/manger-copy-150x150.jpg" alt="The manger stays empty until Christmas Eve." width="150" height="150" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">The manger stays empty until Christmas Eve.</p></div>
<p>As economic times are tough, I have had a real challenge of figuring out about what gifts I might be able to afford. There is just no way to be able to do the usual extended family Secret Santa gift exchange this year. The family vehicle needed repairs that cost more than our Christmas gift-giving budget would have been.</p>
<p>So, I have had a chance to think even harder about the really important aspects of Christmas being so much more than pretty presents under the tree.</p>
<p>I want to share with you a family tradition that we have had for several years. Front and center under our family Christmas tree is placed a small manger. We place raffia straw in it and it sits that way until Christmas Eve. The last thing that I do before going to bed on Christmas Eve is to take a baby doll and swaddle the doll in burlap and lay it in that manger. THAT is the greatest gift of all.  That reminder greets our family when we desend upon the tree Christmas morning.</p>
<p>Emmanuel, God with us&#8230;. what a wonderful gift! To know that God gave His only son so that we may be called His children forever, if only we accept Him as our Savior. We were in such great need when we were dead in our sins. And now, as we celebrate with the lights of the season, the Light of the World has come. We have received the greatest gift of all!</p>
<p>There is no greater gift that I could wish for you my friend than that of Jesus Christ the Savior. Do you have Him? If not, He is waiting to be invited to be your Savior and Lord. Once you have received that gift, what more could you possibly desire?</p>
<p>When it comes to the very real human feelings of sadness that I cannot just go out and buy some things that I know would make my friends and family happy to unwrap on Christmas morning; I just acknowledge that I am sad. But, then I think back to that wonderful traditional claymation video that used to be shown every Christmas season on television called &#8220;The Little Drummer Boy&#8221;.</p>
<p>The little drummer boy was extremely poor and had absolutely no gift to give to the baby Jesus. However, he was able to play his drum for Him&#8230;.  par rup up pum pum&#8230;rup up pum pum&#8230;rup up pum pum.  And then, the baby Jesus smiled at him. How cool is that?  Just a fictional story, perhaps, yet it is true that Jesus doesn&#8217;t require anything from us other than our desire to have a relationship with Him. Everything else that we do from that point on will bring honor to Him as we get to know Him more and obey what He teaches.</p>
<h2><span style="color: #ff0000;">Merry Christmas!</span></h2>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 02:22:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Our family is in the middle of celebrating one of our favorite Christmastime traditions.  In 1994 I made a lovely discovery at a local discount store of 4 ceramic figurines that I used to create our family Advent Wreath. 
These 4 figures sit around the perimeter of a wreath with accompanying colored candles that we [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Our family is in the middle of celebrating one of our favorite Christmastime traditions.  In 1994 I made a lovely discovery at a local discount store of 4 ceramic figurines that I used to create our family Advent Wreath. <a rel="attachment wp-att-545" href="http://ellen5e.com/p/the-anticipation-of-advent/advent-wreath-closest/"><img class="alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-545" title="advent wreath closest" src="http://ellen5e.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/advent-wreath-closest-150x150.jpg" alt="advent wreath closest" width="150" height="150" /></a></p>
<p>These 4 figures sit around the perimeter of a wreath with accompanying colored candles that we light in 4 consecutive Sunday nights before Christmas.  Then on Christmas Eve we light all of them and the center white candle which is next to a babe in a manger that I also created out of clay bake and some matchsticks and straw.</p>
<p><strong>Week One: Mary</strong> &#8212; an angel came to Mary and announced to her that God was going to use her to give birth to the Savior. The Virgin would give birth.</p>
<p><strong>Week Two: Angel</strong> &#8212; angels were used by God to announce to Mary and Joseph  (and later to the shepherds) that Mary would give birth to a baby boy that they were to name Jesus for He would be the Savior. Angels are messengers of God.</p>
<p><strong>Week Three: Shepherd</strong> &#8212; While shepherds watched their flocks by night, angels came to the lowly shepherds to invite them to come behold the baby born in the stable. The darkness of the night was penetrated by such bright light as the Glory of the Lord shone into the night to make the great announcement.</p>
<p><strong>Week Four: Wise Men/Kings</strong> &#8212; Wise men sought out the promised Messiah, they had used knowledge and prophecy to seek Him. When they did finally come face to face with the Savior as a toddler, they presented Him with gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh.</p>
<p><span style="font-family: Verdana;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strong>Gold</strong> was the Gift given by Melchior, a king  of Arabia. He is said to have been the oldest of the Three Kings. </span></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><strong>Frankincense</strong> was the Gift given by Balthazar, a king from Saba &#8211; present day  southern Yemen. Frankincense is resin from the dried sap of the Boswellia tree –  a tree that has grown on the craggy slopes of the Arabian Sea for thousand of  years. In ancient times, Frankincense and Gold were equally valuable.   Frankincense is harvested by making slits in the bark of the tree and letting  the resin slowly bleed out and harden into white “tears”of Frankincense   The primary use of Frankincense is the same today as it was in ancient times: it  is a very strong incense with a sweet aroma that is used today in religious  services<strong>.</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;"><strong> </strong></span><strong><span style="font-family: Verdana;"><a name="MYRRH"></a>-</span></strong><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">The Gift given by Caspar, a king from Tarsus – present day Southern Turkey. At the time of Christ, the world’s finest Myrrh came from Southern Arabia and it is generally thought that this was the origins of Caspar&#8217;s gift.  Myrrh is resin from the Commiphora tree and is harvested by cutting slits in the bark of the tree from which Myrrh resin hardens into dark red crystals. In ancient times, Myrrh was among the most valuable substances known and, at the time of the birth of Christ, it was worth seven times its weight in gold. It can be used as an incense or it can be ground into a powder and mixed with oils to make a balm or processed into an oil. In ancient times, myrrh was used in the mummification of the Pharos in Ancient Egypt and to anoint kings.</span><strong> </strong></p>
<p><strong> </strong><strong>Christmas Eve: The Babe in the Manger &#8211;</strong><strong> </strong>Emmanuel, &#8220;God with Us: &#8230;The promised Messiah was not born in a palace but in a lowly manger.<strong></strong><strong> </strong><strong></strong></p>
<p><span style="font-family: Verdana; font-size: x-small;">&#8220;</span><em>Behold I bring you good news of great joy for all the people:<br />
to you is born this day in the City of David a Savior, who is Christ, the Lord &#8211;[Luke 2:10,11]</em></p>
<p>So, each week before Christmas our family gets to focus on what the true meaning of Christmas is all about. It isn&#8217;t just about baking cookies, hanging lights and decorations, or buying presents. Our celebration of Christmas is a time in which we really look at the greatest gift of all. The birth of a Savior to save us from our sins, from a God who literally reached down into time to give us a way to have a relationship with Him.</p>
<p>Merry Christmas everyone. May you receive the greatest gift of all. And if you already have, may you relish it all the more in this season of Advent. For even when the celebration of the Advent of Christmas is over, we still have the anticipation of the return of our Savior.</p>
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		<title>Six Months with Foreign Accent Syndrome and counting</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 20:46:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[ ...since I am the one living with Foreign Accent Syndrome,  I am a self-made researcher trying to document for the benefit of medical knowledge and hopefully to bring a sense of understanding to both the sufferers and their loved ones.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It has now been six months since I first contracted Foreign Accent Syndrome.  Here is a fascinating video where I discovered that there was another person in a nearby area who had a similar manifestation in which her normal speech was replaced with a strongly accented way of speaking.</p>
<p>Next, let me say, that the video below is NOT staged. In fact it is extremely impromptu as evidenced by our lack of fine attire and makeup. Nonetheless, I think it is important to show this video to people in order to bring to light an extremely rare medical condition.</p>
<p>Fran found me via a local radio station who had interviewed me from time to time. &#8220;Fisher Fran&#8221; as we affectionately refer to her has  episodes of a few days with it. Her case, waxes and wanes with a good deal of normalness in between. She has other body weaknesses that resemble multiple sclerosis whereas I do not.</p>
<p>My foreign accent has continued for over six months now without relenting. Although, I have noticed improvement in some words as I apply tricks that I have developed through speech therapy. Another difference in our two cases is that I am able to sing in my &#8220;normal&#8221; voice, whereas, Fran cannot sing at all when she becomes accented (even though, she to sings for audiences).</p>
<p>Here is a video taken of me (Eastside Ellen) and Fisher Fran back in June 2009. At that point I had been speaking with foreign accented speech for a month and Fran was in day two of an exasperation of her symptoms.</p>
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<p>This video was captured by Fran&#8217;s daughter and so is not exactly framed as well as a more experienced photographer would have done. PLUS&#8230; she and I were both in our grubbier clothes as we rushed to meet with one another without the benefit of clothing changes or make-up. We were just so happy to discover that we were not the only one with this problem that we couldn&#8217;t wait another moment. As you see in this video we are quite happy to have found one another and are enjoying our ability to joke about our situation in a unique way.</p>
<p>However, let me stress this. Foreign Accent Syndrome is NOT a joking matter. Rather it is an extremely rare medical malady involving the Broches&#8217;(speech) area of the brain. It is reported that only 39 medically documented cases have been reported&#8230;ever&#8230;in the whole world.  Because it is so rare, there are not many doctors who even know about it. Therein lies the problem. If they are unsure what causes it, how to fix it and it is so rare. There is not much help for a person who has it.</p>
<p>In fact that is the main purpose of me documenting as much as I can about it. Researchers could learn a lot about this if they applied themselves. Because it is such a rare occurrence the argument may be made that there is not much point in researching it from a cost benefit analysis standpoint. However, since it involves the study of the brain and speech/accent production, I think that this is a pioneering area that some university or speech pathology school would want to investigate more.</p>
<p>As one who has now endured it for six months, I am learning that I am teaching my speech pathologist at the same time she is teaching me. This is unchartered territory here. So it is going to take the willingness of all involved to recognize that we do not have all the answers. In fact, we must admit that we have far more questions than answers. Yet, since I am the one living with Foreign Accent Syndrome,  I am a self-made researcher trying to document for the benefit of medical knowledge and hopefully to bring a sense of understanding to both the sufferers and their loved ones.</p>
<p>I am going to try to get another video with Fran and me together within the next few days. This time I WILL at least look better for the camera : P</p>
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		<title>Procrastination: What&#8217;s &#8216;pro&#8217; about it?</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 19:51:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am developing a plan to get a task done. Or is it that I am beginning to start to plan?  The prefix &#8216;pro&#8217; usually means moving forward, bettering, such as in the word progress. Procrastination: what&#8217;s &#8216;pro&#8217; about it?
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am developing a plan to get a task done. Or is it that I am beginning to start to plan?  The prefix &#8216;pro&#8217; usually means moving forward, bettering, such as in the word progress. Procrastination: what&#8217;s &#8216;pro&#8217; about it?</p>
<p>Here is a video that someone sent me a link to. This was the inspiration for finally writing this blog. Something that I had been meaning to write for some time. LOL</p>
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<p>WHY do I procrastinate.  Why wait to do what I know NEEDS to be done?  I believe there are a few things worth considering here. Perhaps the greatest deterrent to getting something done is FEAR. Fear of failure, or that I will mess things up. Maybe my bent toward perfectionism is screaming at me to &#8220;Wait! You SHOULD do it this way. This other way may be better.&#8221; It&#8217;s the dreaded &#8220;Shoulda, woulda, coulda&#8221;s of an overly creative mind that can bog me down. And, just maybe, it is that FEAR that overrides our desire to just get on with the task at hand.</p>
<p>Don&#8217;t get me wrong. I do believe that one shouldn&#8217;t just barge forth without any direction or preparedness. But I see that there is this (sometimes hard to define) borderline between appropriately pausing and taking careful steps to proceed versus stopped and not willing or apparently unable to proceed. A procrastination paralysis produces a productivity nightmare!</p>
<p>The solution? Ha! If I knew that I could be a millionaire as a result of all the motivational speaking engagements that I could do at the conventions full of the myriads of people who are searching for a way out. I would right a book and go on book signing tours.  Well, maybe someday.</p>
<p>Seriously, as I think about it now, I believe one of the biggest solutions to my bouts of procrastination is to face the fact that I am doing it. Call it what it really is. Procrastination in my case is a sin.</p>
<p>Does that seem harsh to you? Well, remember, this is in dealing with my own procrastination. I am going to treat it as a sin because sin is defined as being &#8220;off the mark&#8221;.  I believe that God does call me to be holy as He is holy; to strive to live a righteous and productive life. I also believe that the ONLY way for me to do that is by utilizing the grace of God given to me as a free gift when I became His child. At the moment of my salvation, I was saved. That is past tense. It&#8217;s a done deal.</p>
<p>Now, as I &#8220;seek first the Kingdom of God,&#8221; I am challenged to grow up into a better way of doing things. I daily &#8220;walk by faith&#8221; when I study the Bible and use God&#8217;s Word to transform my old ways of thinking and doing things into a better way. So, you see, if I am applying what I am learning,  I am <em>always</em> growing. There is no room for procrastination there.</p>
<p>As I face this personal sin of procrastination I need to remember to say &#8220;STOP! This is wrong.&#8221;  I must admit that I am choosing to allow my fear of the unknown future to allow me to enter into an old, prideful way of thinking that based my success on what I did and how well I performed.</p>
<p>So, for me, stopping procrastination is getting back on track. Stop what I am doing wrong, learn the correction, and do that. I actively choose to say, &#8220;Lord help me: remind me to place your love before my fears.&#8221;  I need to remember that perfect love casts out fear and practice that.  It does take practice.  That perfect love is available to me (and to you too) in the redeeming work of Jesus Christ who provides a way . . . the ONLY way out of the fear and into the love.</p>
<p><strong><a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20John+4:18&amp;version=NASB">1 John 4:18</a></strong> (NASB)<br />
There is no <strong>fear</strong> in <strong>love</strong>; but  <strong>perfect</strong> <strong>love</strong> <strong>casts</strong> <strong>out</strong> <strong>fear</strong>, because <strong>fear</strong> involves punishment, and the one who <strong>fear</strong>s is not  <strong>perfect</strong>ed in <strong>love</strong>.</p>
<p>At this moment, I can say I am not procrastinating. How about you?</p>
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		<title>Silent Surprise says &#8220;Open Your Eyes&#8221;</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 02:55:35 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I challenge those of you in the Indianapolis area to keep your eyes open for surprise happenings and the opportunity to engage.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>DOWNTOWN INDIANAPOLIS-  While I was putting coins in a parking meter on Meridian Street I glanced about the Indiana War Memorial Plaza and took in all the flags at half staff.  Tomorrow is Veterans&#8217; Day and most flags are at half staff in honor of a tragic shooting last week claiming the lives of many servicemen in Texas last week.<br />
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While taking in the serenity that was accompanying the sunshine on this fine, fall day, I noticed a peculiarity. There was a woman in white at the base of the flagpoles, all dressed in white, moving with tai chi like movements. No sooner had that registered when I realized that there was another woman several feet away mirroring these exact movements.  They both were facing southward toward the World War Memorial Building on Michigan street where there were even more ladies in white making these same graceful movements. Now glancing all about, I noticed that there were about a dozen of these white clad dancers spread over the city block square area. What was going on?</p>
<p>Since I always have my digital camera with me, and my curiosity was peaked, I took out my notebook to collect some news. This is what I discovered.</p>
<p>I had stumbled upon <span style="font-weight: bold;">RANDOM ACTS OF IMPROV</span>.  This was one of several surprise activities that will take place throughout the city during the ten days of the <strong><span style="font-weight: bold;">SPIRIT AND PLACE FESTIVAL</span> taking place November 6 &#8211; 15th</strong>.  (see <a href="http://www.spiritandplace.org/Festival.aspx?access=Current"><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Spiritandplace.org</span></a> for more details).</p>
<p>This particular display, put on by Susurrus Performance Group (website click <a href="http://www.susurrus.net/index.html">here</a>) happened right at the noon hour, causing many city pedestrians stopping on the sidewalk and asking me what was going on. They joined me watching in wonderment momentarily before they continued on their way.</p>
<p>I believe that this is one of the goals of Susurrus and the many other performance groups partnering with the Spirit and Place Festival as they encourage some people to interrupt their mundane routine long enough to get involved in their surroundings; to stop and take notice of what is happening in their neighborhood. How refreshing it is to enter into a moment of wonderment and to take time to engage with other people that we would normally just walk by.</p>
<p>In that regard I challenge those of you in the Indianapolis area to keep your eyes open for surprise happenings and the opportunity to engage. There are going to be dozens of happenings over the next week that are unannounced. Thus, the Random Acts of Improv will surprise people. So keep your eyes open. Maybe we will learn to be not only see our community with fresh eyes, but perhaps, we might take it a step further and become actively engaged.</p>
<p>NOTE: not all events are surprises.  There are also <span id="FestInfolbl"><span style="color: #000000;">40 events&#8211;nature walks and driving tours, dance and theatre performances, conversations and workshops, panel discussions and potlucks, and much more! Over 85% of these activities are FREE!</span></span></p>
<p>Former Indianapolis Mayor <span id="FestInfolbl"><span style="color: #000000;">Bill Hudnut will be present at the marque event on the last day.  There is simply too much to cover here&#8230; so please <strong>visit the Spirit and Place Festival</strong> web site by clicking <a href="http://www.spiritandplace.org/Festival.aspx?access=Current">here</a>. </span></span></p>
<p><span id="FestInfolbl"><span style="color: #000000;">Thank you to Susurrus and the Spirit and Place Festival (and the many other partners) for being such a blessing to our community by reminding us that we all can bless one another by just taking a moment to engage with another person in creative ways.<br />
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		<pubDate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 05:18:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[...my value comes not from what I DO, or to what degree of perfection I perform, but from WHOSE I am. ]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a rel="attachment wp-att-516" href="http://ellen5e.com/p/imperfect-perfection/qv_report_card/"><img class="alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-516" title="qv_report_card" src="http://ellen5e.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/qv_report_card-150x150.jpg" alt="qv_report_card" width="125" height="125" /></a>You know what?  I am NOT perfect. Surprise!  Yet, one of my personal struggles is with the character defect of perfectionism. I could even go so far to say that it is a sin, but I don&#8217;t know that I chose so much to act this way as it is a natural bent that has plagued my Type A, constantly pushing for the best, way of doing things.</p>
<p>Either way I see it as both a blessing and a curse. On the one hand I can say that this perfectionism has given me the &#8220;eye&#8221; for detail. I can generally tell with a quick glance if something is amiss, awry or off-kilter. This especially comes in handy when I am rendering a drawing or painting that is realistic. It also gives those I work for the assurance that I am going to give great attention to the accuracy and detail of a job. I am by nature highly motivated, driven to do the best I can, and determined to see a task through to the end.</p>
<p>So what&#8217;s the downside? I am the most critical of my own work. It was so bad when I was younger that I couldn&#8217;t keep any of my own paintings because I would look at it and see something that was a bit off or could have been done better. As a runner, I would always strive to go further, go faster. As a daughter, wife or friend I would do everything to be the &#8220;best&#8221;.  Oh, I was what some would call an overachiever, a competitor that didn&#8217;t know when to quit. Why? Because, I felt that my best was NEVER good enough.</p>
<p>It was in college, working for the Department of Graphic Communications Chair (he was also a perfectionist) that I learned a bit of a trick in fighting this troubling trait. He told me, &#8220;If the client likes it, it is good enough.&#8221;  Never mind that you think it would be better this way, in these colors or whatever. If my job is to produce a piece that the client likes, then the moment he says &#8220;that&#8217;s good,&#8221; it IS good. Period.</p>
<p>Wow!  What a revelation. Just by proclaiming something good, it IS good. There really is such a thing as &#8220;Good Enough&#8221;.  What a concept.</p>
<p>As I am currently struggling with some physical challenges right now, I have been forced to look at the increased frustrations and disappointment associated with the realization that I simply cannot do what &#8220;normal&#8221; people can expect to do. Nor, even, what I could do myself in years previous. I am starting to have those thoughts of not measuring up. Maybe those who used to love me will tire of me and discard me as &#8220;a problem&#8221; or &#8220;broken&#8221; and unable to be &#8220;fixed&#8221;.</p>
<p>However, these are feelings that I cannot trust. These feelings would have me believe that I am what I do; that it is my performance that determines my worth. You know what I am learning? (Not that I have attained a full working degree of mastery here, yet).  I am learning that these thoughts based on feeling are untrustworthy. Lies!</p>
<p>My value really is not based on what I can or cannot do. It is not based on quotas of projects completed, grades, money earned or invested. It is not based on if my hair is styled just so, or if I am wearing the latest clothing fashion. My value is not even determined on if my husband or child is pleased with my cooking or even if they are angry with me.</p>
<p>No. None of that is the real basis of my value. What I believe to be true as I study my Bible (if only my feelings would grasp that truth more) is that my value comes not from what I DO, or to what degree of perfection I perform, but from WHOSE I am.</p>
<p>I believe wholeheartedly in the Truth of God&#8217;s Word which declares I am a child of God. He loved me even when I was at my all time, absolute, disgustingly worst. When I came to acknowledge my absolute inability to even approach anywhere near a degree of perfection when it came to dealing with such an awesome and Holy God, I all but melted away.</p>
<p>It was then, at my most imperfect, that God lifted my face to look into His. He invited my broken spirit to be mended by His Holy Spirit.  He let the love of Jesus Christ do the perfecting for me. WOW!!</p>
<p>Right now, as I struggle related to chronic pain, fatigue and even Foreign Accent Syndrome I must face the fact that these are major hurdles that are guaranteed to keep me from normal goals of excellence. In working with these difficulties  I am finding that nasty old bent toward perfectionism rearing it&#8217;s ugly head again. This time, thanks to God&#8217;s promises which sustain me, I am learning to say, &#8220;Yes. I am a failure. Yes, I have messed up. Yes, I cannot do this under my own power.&#8221;</p>
<p>These very thoughts that in the past were used to try to depress me to the point of being totally ineffective are now the very same thoughts that I can accept and answer. &#8220;Though each one of those accusations is true. All those imperfections are present in me&#8230;but..&#8217;I AM doing my best. And (here is the real gem)&#8230; GOD LOVES ME ANYWAY!&#8221;</p>
<p>This really is too wonderful for me to understand. It is not by denying my failures, or pretending they do not exist, that I find peace. Rather, it is by embracing the fact that it is despite my imperfections that I can enjoy the bliss of perfect love and acceptance of my Blessed Savior.  SELAH.</p>
<p>Do you know this peace too? It really is perfect.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[ What was YOUR best Halloween costume?
I have always enjoyed creative things and that combined with the idea of doing that and going around and collecting candy or monetary awards, well, that was just icing on the cake.
One of my best costumes was my unique spin on BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN. You see, as a result [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a rel="attachment wp-att-512" href="http://ellen5e.com/p/halloween-best/drkarlbridesmaller/"><img class="alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-512" title="DrKarl+BrideSmaller" src="http://ellen5e.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/DrKarl+BrideSmaller-150x150.jpg" alt="DrKarl+BrideSmaller" width="150" height="150" /></a> What was YOUR best Halloween costume?</p>
<p>I have always enjoyed creative things and that combined with the idea of doing that and going around and collecting candy or monetary awards, well, that was just icing on the cake.</p>
<p>One of my best costumes was my unique spin on BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN. You see, as a result of getting hit by a car in 1987 (see <a title="Crashed and Turned" href="http://ellen5e.com/p/crashed-and-turned/" target="_blank">link</a> for more info_  ) I had over thirty surgeries to my left foot, ankle leg, knee.  A couple of these surgeries resulted in the application of an external fixator. Many people call it a &#8220;halo&#8221; &#8212;I&#8217;ll take a halo any way I can get it apparently. LOL.</p>
<p>I joked around and called it a rotisserie because it had many wires running through my leg, between muscles and bones&#8230;like a chicken. It&#8217;s purpose was to hold the surgically placed pieces in place while I healed. Since I found myself in this contraption during Halloween, I decided to find a way to creatively use it. I would be the most realistic Bride of Frankenstein that many had ever seen!</p>
<p>Here is a photo of me posing with my surgeon Dr. Karl Raynor as the Bride of Frankenstein! I had a real electrodes strapped to me and working with my TENS unit (used to help with pain) with it&#8217;s flashing lights on my belt (not seen in the photo).</p>
<p>You should have seen all the people at the Walmart and on the street trying to figure out how I got those wires to look like they were passing right through my leg.  When someone was brave enough to ask, I told them that it looked real because it WAS real. Then I had to laugh as some of those same people looked like they were gonna faint.</p>
<p>I did get runner up at one party (held at a downtown brewery). The first place winner was an adult male wearing a diaper and a bib with a fake appendage sticking out through one of the leg holes. Give me a break!! I said &#8220;BREAK&#8221; not as in relief NOT as in another broken bone. . . thank you very much.</p>
<p>Please comment and let me know: What was YOUR best Halloween costume?</p>
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