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		<title>Keep on Looking</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 10 Jun 2011 14:56:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just a super quick note to thank you for your patience while my host server issues for my wordpress blog were fixed. I know it&#8217;s been down a while and I am WAY over due for a LOT of posts. However, I am on my way to a big meeting. So will come back and [...]]]></description>
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<p>Just a super quick note to thank you for your patience while my host server issues for my wordpress blog were fixed. I know it&#8217;s been down a while and I am WAY over due for a LOT of posts. However, I am on my way to a big meeting. So will come back and write more later.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>In the meantime, this is to let you know &#8220;WE FOUND IT&#8221;&#8230;.the problem&#8217;s been addressed and we are ready to FLY.</p>
<p>Should you be computer challenged I know of a superb Geek to recommend&#8230; @Codatory.  Thanks Alex!</p>
<h3  class="related_post_title">Related Posts</h3><ul class="related_post"><li><a href="http://ellen5e.com/p/its-not-working-right/" title="It&#8217;s not working right!">It&#8217;s not working right!</a></li><li><a href="http://ellen5e.com/p/the-internet-mission-field/" title="The Internet Mission Field">The Internet Mission Field</a></li><li><a href="http://ellen5e.com/p/a-little-birdy-told-me/" title="A Little Birdy Told Me">A Little Birdy Told Me</a></li></ul>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Friends: Angels in the flesh</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 26 May 2009 06:52:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[good friends of such calibur that they can only be described as angels in the flesh.]]></description>
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<a href='http://ellen5e.com/p/friends-angels-in-the-flesh/alexhalo-2/' title='alexhalo'><img width="150" height="150" src="http://ellen5e.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/alexhalo-150x150.jpg" class="attachment-thumbnail" alt="Angel Alex and his halo." title="alexhalo" /></a>
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<p>This is a good opportunity for me to express my thankfulness for  really good friends of such calibur that they can best be described as angels in the flesh.</p>
<p>One such friend is Alex Conner. Just tonight he used a video conference call to help me set up my Ellen5e.com site that I’ve wanted to get going for over a year now. Alex is a very talented Indy Christian Geek who really knows all the bells and whistles of the computer programming and code world. But more than just an extremely technologically gifted young man, he is a guy who treats others with the convictions of a true Christ-follower. He makes the extremely above my head concepts of attempting to understand the workings of a computer much more understandable. He definitely is gifted with super-human patience and a unique ability to explain things in a way that a person can grasp the meaning without feeling talked down to.</p>
<p>I went from having a somewhat depressing day of rain and frustrations, to actually being able to get something very substantial done… or at least a lot further along in its development. This is because of sacrificing of time for my benefit by one of my personal angels. Thanks Alex!! You are my angel for the day… probably much more like a week or month.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.stronglyopinionated.com/">I encourage you to learn more about my friend Alex Conner- you can visit his website at http://www.stronglyopinionated.com</a></p>
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		<title>The Internet Mission Field</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 03:09:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Though it may not be what first what comes to mind as an evangelical mission field, the Internet has proven to be one of the biggest mission fields that is ripe and ready for harvest, that can be reached without gathering up monetary support. I have been blessed to have been able to complete a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Though it may not be what first what comes to mind as an evangelical mission field, the Internet has proven to be one of the biggest mission fields that is ripe and ready for harvest, that can be reached without gathering up monetary support.</p>
<p>I have been blessed to have been able to complete a course at Crossroads Bible College of Indianapolis which was entitled &#8220;New Media for Urban Change&#8221;.  This was an innovative course in which students were introduced to &#8220;the Digital Divide&#8221;, methods in which people learn and are taught, as well as utilizing the ever-expanding tools on the World Wide Web.</p>
<p>Technology is reaching out to us across the internet with many tools and programs that are Open Source (available for free) which allow us to, in turn, reach out to others with the Gospel of Jesus Christ!!</p>
<p>My course instructors Pastor Bryan Hudson, Hosea Baxter of Crossroads Bible College, and Neil Cox did an excellent job of awakening the &#8220;monster&#8221; inside of me.  I mean monster, in a good way, as I was devouring all that they taught and actually applying it as we went.</p>
<p>Today I came across an article written by Dan Henrich called &#8220;Internet Evangelism for the 21st Century.&#8221; If all goes well you can view by clicking <a href="http://docs.google.com/fileview?id=F.91baeac8-e8eb-4365-9d34-902328333ff7&amp;hl=en">HERE</a>.</p>
<p>It has now become easier for me to reach others for Christ while not being so limited by physical limitations. The time of day, physical location of the other party/parties are not even a problem in us growing each other in Christ, IF&#8230; and here&#8217;s the big one, IF we both have a computer and access to the internet.</p>
<p>As computer technology continues to progress to the point where many people are carrying around mini computers in their hands, I believe the access to devices will finally become more accessible.  Likewise, the costs of obtaining a computer/device will go down and then to, the free use stations at libraries and many internet cafes will allow even the poorer of the society to take part.</p>
<p>That is why I so enjoy being an active member of Ask Anything Saturdays which takes place at the Unleavened Bread Cafe at the corner of 30th and Central, in downtown Indianapolis. Here, just anyone can come into the cafe for some good breakfast and on Saturdays (between 10 am and 1 pm) I and a few other community servants, will help people with finding out whatever they want to know by using the internet.</p>
<p>We help people who are afraid of the computer, but must use one to apply for a job or set up an e-mail account. We introduce people to the internet and the many tools available online for free. And, most importantly of all, we introduce strangers to the Lord Jesus Christ or lift up the brothers and sisters of the body who need encouragement and prayer as well as some hands-on assistance.</p>
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		<title>A Little Birdy Told Me</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Dec 2008 12:05:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Oliver Comp perch 02 Originally uploaded by Ellen5e Well, a not-so-little Patagonia Conure parrot actually told me to hang in there. This post surgery pain has GOT to let up soon. Oliver, the bird, actually jumped off of his cage, waddled down the hallway, climbed up the sheets and onto my shoulder. He was concerned [...]]]></description>
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<p>Well, a not-so-little Patagonia Conure parrot actually told me to hang in there. This post surgery pain has GOT to let up soon. Oliver, the bird, actually jumped off of his cage, waddled down the hallway, climbed up the sheets and onto my shoulder. He was concerned about me and new that the Spirit the wonder dog had kept coming in here to see me.</p>
<p>Therefore, not to be outdone, Oliver made the extra effort to show that dogs are not the only loyal pets in this household.</p>
<p>You can see other flickr photos of my pets&#8217; bedside manners by <a href="http://flickr.com/photos/ellenarttellen/sets/72157610833541497/">clicking here.</a></p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Dec 2008 11:58:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Excavation Day2 Originally uploaded by Ellen5e Please pray for Steve. My poor husband has been digging for two days now, in the cold weather trying to get to the place where the lateral drain has collapsed. He is determined to uncover the spot by hand and THEN have a contractor come in to pull permits [...]]]></description>
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<p>Please pray for Steve. My poor husband has been digging for two days now, in the cold weather trying to get to the place where the lateral drain has collapsed. He is determined to uncover the spot by hand and THEN have a contractor come in to pull permits and actually perform the repair in order to save hundreds of dollars.</p>
<p>The only problem is, well, not having draining water for our household has already meant that he&#8217;s made a run to the laundry mat; lots of sponge baths, and fine china equals paper plates. I am thankful that so far he is doing a good job of not overly straining his back and also takes frequent breaks to recover from working in the cold.</p>
<p>He has removed a lot of tree roots, but still hasn&#8217;t uncovered the area that the snake prodding says is only about six feet from the clean-out.</p>
<p>You have to wonder what the neighbors are thinking. Looks grave-like especially with the black plastic bags of straw nearby. lol</p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 00:56:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have been going through a passage of maturity just lately. A very ominous, daunting, dark and narrow pass threatened me just this last weekend. I have been taking part in an inter-city mission that I had been called two &#8220;accidentally&#8221; for over two years. &#8220;Ask Anything Saturdays&#8221; is conducted at the Unleavened Bread Cafe [...]]]></description>
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I have been going through a passage of maturity just lately. A very ominous, daunting, dark and narrow pass threatened me just this last weekend.</p>
<p>I have been taking part in an inter-city mission that I had been called two &#8220;accidentally&#8221; for over two years. &#8220;Ask Anything Saturdays&#8221; is conducted at the Unleavened Bread Cafe in the heart of Indianapolis. This mission-field is one in which some of us Christians implant ourselves into an otherwise unfamiliar culture to be used to show the love of Christ in practical ways.</p>
<p>The overall objective is to be available to introduce anyone who comes in off the street to the basics of using computers. So much of our society today involves the World Wide Web for developing job skills, applying for jobs, conducting research and getting to the information in a fraction of the time it used to take. Even more exciting, is the opportunity to make new friendships and network across many physical boundaries.</p>
<p>The internet has allowed us to cross racial, economical, cultural and educational boundaries. There are tutorials that help the newbies start out on this new adventure called the Internet. There are still some accessibility issues, especially for the aged and the economically strained. However, thanks to Public Libraries, schools, and now other social gathering computer cafe&#8217;s, this boundary too, is being torn down.</p>
<p>Since I consider myself a &#8220;Walmart Missionary&#8221; (my term for witness and connect WHEREVER you happen to be at the time, to whomever happens to be around, in whatever way the Lord leads) when I was first asked to make myself available for a few hours on Saturday mornings, I accepted the commission.</p>
<p>This is an commitment that I do not take lightly. I often have NO idea of who will be there or what possible way(s) I may help them.</p>
<p>This last Saturday, July 5th, there were BIG plans at the UBCafe. We had been urging some cafe regulars to come to a special Media Training event. I was encouraged by a co-servant to spearhead the workshop. It would take a bit of extra preparation on my part, but I was very happy to accept the challenge. We even invited others from outside the usual crowd to come join us.</p>
<p>Thursday night before the Saturday event, the Great Oppressor started to work on me. I had a terrible fever, too nauseous to eat, extremely weak and a headache that made looking at my computer monitor for prepwork extremely difficult. All day Friday the illness continued. Then the battlefield of the mind was being bombarded with &#8220;oh man, wonder if this fever doesn&#8217;t go away? Suppose I am not prepared enough?&#8221;</p>
<p>God, comforted me with a remembrance of the story of the little boy with the tidbits of fishes and loaves that fed thousands. &#8220;Just do what you can and I will take care of the rest. Don&#8217;t listen to the Supreme Liar who is trying to convince you that you can&#8217;t do it. Remember, in weakness, God&#8217;s strength is magnified.&#8221;</p>
<p>This is the same exact lesson that God has been showing me to encourage not only myself, but other Christian workers who are getting bombarded lately.</p>
<p>Saturday morning arrived. My body was still sick, but I was trusting that my fever was NOT contagious and prepared for the workshop. I had gathered all of my things and was heading out to our only car only to discover that we were totally out of gas!</p>
<p>So, my husband quickly took the van down the street to put in some gas, while I phoned to my friends to let them know that I would be tardy, but I AM coming. I felt so apologetic, knowing that they were waiting for me. Again the battlefield of the mind was aglow with new &#8220;worthlessness&#8221; bombs and a barrage of &#8220;you&#8217;re letting everyone down&#8221; grenades.</p>
<p>About that time, Steve returned to tell me that our debit card was declined and we have no credit card. OH NO!! It turned out we&#8217;d been double charged and it hadn&#8217;t been credited back because of the holiday weekend banking hours.</p>
<p>Earlier in the week we literally emptied our penny bank for gas so that I could make it to another Christian meeting I felt lead to attend. A Christian brother handed me a folded bill and simply said &#8220;here, go get some gas&#8221;. I was blessed to receive the bill. I would go straight to put $5 of gas into the car. When I went to pay, I discovered that the bill was really a $10. So I pocketed the remaining $5 and over the course of the next day bought a gallon of milk (on sale!) and still had $3 left.</p>
<p>That $3 put enough gas into the van for me to get into the workshop. I had earned a fifty dollar check dog sitting earlier, that Steve would go cash at customer&#8217;s bank which would close at noon.</p>
<p>Now, I was almost an hour late !!! The battlefield was having a turn in the fighting. I was more convinced than ever that Satan really did NOT want me to go this morning. And I KNOW from experience that when things get this bad, there is going to be a tremendous Godthing happen! I even verbalized that fact to my husband who was driving me in. And then again, I spoke out loud as I rushed right in to the community room. &#8220;Hold on and pay attention, God is gonna do something!&#8221;</p>
<p>I went from dread to anticipation. Leaning not on my own understanding. Not getting hung up with the &#8220;oh, there are not as many people here as I thought there&#8217;d be, maybe they left because I was so late.&#8221; I was excited to see what was going to happen. Confident in the fact that whoever was here, whatever we shared, whatever we did&#8230; all of it was in God&#8217;s hands, for His glory and for the blessing of us all.</p>
<p>We DID have a very productive workshop. It was difficult to balance the information between the totally inexperienced and the already understanding individuals so as not to cause sensory overload on the novices nor bore the experienced. God IS good.</p>
<p>Again, I was comforted as I AGAIN encouraged us all with the sufficiency of our Great God. That whatever little thing we have to bring God WILL use. We do NOT have to do it all. And what we may think is NOT enough, with God&#8217;s power becomes MORE than enough.</p>
<p>As I was outside teaching basic video filming with some of the trainees, two of my brothers in Christ were talking about me. When I came back, I was offered a JOB! Those who know me and my physical limitations and lack of income, know what a tremendous blessing this was. My new employer has offered to pay me for doing communications work for the Ministry that he spearheads. Communications is my passion and now I&#8217;m actually going to get a little money for that. He was reminding me that he couldn&#8217;t pay me much (apologizing about not being able to pay MUCH), but that it should help offset gas money. &#8220;It&#8217;s not very much&#8221;??? What is the lesson we are learning boys and girls?</p>
<p>God is sufficient&#8230; just do what I can&#8230;. He&#8217;ll handle the rest.<br />
It&#8217;s called walking by faith, NOT by sight.</p>
<p>Then, another miracle happened. My husband called my cell phone. Was I ready to be picked up? Oh yes, it was now after 2pm and I hadn&#8217;t eaten yet, could he please bring me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with him?</p>
<p>To which he replied, &#8220;it just so happens that we got $100 refund in the mail just now&#8221;. That was enough to buy some much needed groceries! Immediately after ending the call, I began to tear up. &#8220;God, you&#8217;ve done it AGAIN!&#8221;</p>
<p>I was so filled with praise for what He had done for us, that I gathered about 6 brothers and sisters who were about to leave the Cafe and said&#8230; &#8220;please just give me 5 seconds to tell you something and pray with me.&#8221;</p>
<p>We gathered in a circle holding hands and I reported all that God had been doing just that very day. Then I offered up praise that just spewed out of me, with my dear friends joining in the Thanksgiving to our Saviour. Tears of joy and undeserved blessing streamed down my face. I thanked my friends and thought they&#8217;d leave. But once again God was not DONE blessing yet. A brother who I do not really know well at all, asked to pray. He affirmed that something that I had said testified to something he was learning through God!! Blessing upon Blessings&#8230; now this was a worship service. 7 people and gathered angels praising our Awesome God!</p>
<p>So, though this blog post is one of my longest yet. I think of it as a pile of stones of remembrance; set to remind us of how God cares for even the little things, even me.</p>
<p>It is fitting that this Independence Day weekend was one in which I was set free in a new way. That by simply pressing on against the seemingly narrow passage; I not only was escorted through the narrow chasm, but my SAVIOR used the Holy Scripture to BLAST a passageway, the Holy Spirit to energize me forward and the Awesome Grace of God to show me that on the other side of the passageway was beautiful meadow full of all the blessings that are yet to come!!</p>
<p>Thanks for taking this trip with me : )<br />
Because I believe like it says in the book of Corinthians that when we share such things together, our sorrows are halved and our joys doubled!!</p>
<p>PS I&#8217;ve also embedded a great song on this page called &#8220;Just How Big Small Can Be&#8221; by 1000 Generations. This is my theme song for this portion of the journey of my life.</p>
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