Stand Strong: fight evil with good

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God help us! Exercising wisdom is even more important when such evil events as these [Paris bombings and shootings, ISIS barbaric slaughtering, and senseless murders like that of Amanda Blackburn] stir us into considerations of retaliation.   Naturally our inner being cries out “Why?!!” and “they’ve gotta pay for this!” Justice is a Godly trait found in mankind… but God also teaches us to trust His ways over our own so that matters are not amplified by our impromptu, even well-intentioned foolishness.

It takes great restraint at such times as this! It truly is more than we can bear! That’s right; don’t you think history shows that these things drive people to search out the Almighty? Doesn’t it cause people, tribes and nations to fall before Him, broken beyond any human help, souls crying out to the God who has been longing to save them from the power of sin over their lives? Such horrific events are redeemed by the redemption of previously lost souls.

God help us all to respond in the Spirit as Jesus demonstrated with His life and teachings in the Holy Scriptures. Self-sacrificing, obeying God’s instruction and loving even those who persecured him, Jesus showed compassion for the people, and stood up against the pious and evil with the truth and love.

Likewise, we can face evil with preparedness and the steadfastness in God, faith, hope and love. Jesus said we can do this to. Being a true Christian means we strive to be like Him. It is easy to forget how very much Jesus was a “man of sorrows, aquainted with grief”…scorned, rejected…persecuted. Are we willing to do that? Really?

If so, we must remember it is not accomplished in our power, oh no, it is God’s and His alone. His truth assures us. His love encourages us. His Holy Spirit empowers us. How else would it be possible to go on?

Only through Jesus and the work accomplished on the cross, can we even see that God forgives every sin that is delivered to the washing of His blood. God is a delivering God! His forgiveness is far beyond our human, justice-demanding understanding. Truth is: ALL of us have sinned against holy God and deserve to die. Praise God, His mercy provided the payment for my sins at Calvary! Have you received that precious gift?

I pray for all those suffering, including those deceived by the lies of ISIS, who both willingly and unwillingly serve the evil which damages so many lives, including their own.

Unfortunately, there have been and will be further innocent lives lost in the battle between good and evil. Jesus’ sacrifice showed that such things are not outside God’s plan to overcome. He uses even these tragedies for God’s greater glory.

Not one of his lambs is lost. Some are moved from this world to their heavenly home sooner as God deems best. We who choose not to reject His lordship can be sure that we remain in His care throughout all eternity. Our beloved will be missed here on earth, but we can only imagine the utter fulfillment they are experiencing in their heavenly home. Comfort is felt when we look forward with even more anticipation to be rejoicing with them in the future.

My prayer is that every life lost has a soul ready to meet the Almighty, face-to-face, and give an answer for how they lived when He delivers the true judgement and makes all things right again.

There WILL be true justice, comfort, and endless goodness for those who live as our Maker intends. There will be holy retribution delivered to the deceitful, wicked and evildoers. It just isn’t likely to be realized in the world we live in filled with evil.

Shouldn’t we pray all the harde? Should we not pray with more fervency…more turning to God for His direction, mercies and power to persevere in seek justice, love mercy and walk humbly with our Lord…inasmuch as it depends on us, live at peace with all men…be a good reflection of Christ to the world? After all, this is not just a physical/emotional/political battle but a hightening spiritual war. Just as from man’s beginning in the garden, Satan’s evil is working to get man to act selfishly, in his own power, without regard to God and fellow man.

God’s Word tells us that spiritual battles are only won spiritually… best fought by every child of God being ready and equipped: suited up in full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18), standing in unity through prayer and enpowered by the Holy Spirit. God promised that His Church will not be overcome even if all hell comes against it. So, God help us, let’s STAND STRONG and give glory to God who is our all in all.

Let the redeemed of the Lord say so!

Let the Church of God be a strong tower for those struggling in walking by faith and a bright beacon to shatter the darkness.

 



Foreign Accent Syndrome: Important Steps Forward

Yesterday was a GREAT DAY for those of us who suffer from Foreign Accent Syndrome, the people that love them, the medical community and the population in general. Yesterday, September 3, 2013 was the long-awaited day of the airing of a documentary on Foreign Accent Syndrome that involved two of my best Foreign Accent Syndrome friends! It aired on BBC-One TV in the late evening in the World Time Zone 0 (England). Although it was available to be viewed on the BBC viewer in a few other countries, the United States was not one of them. 🙁

However, I was monitoring Twitter while my mates across the “Big Pond” were watching the documentary. Twitter was alive with postings about people hearing of Foreign Accent Syndrome for the first time. YES!! Praise the Lord! That is one of my dreams for a better world: people actually learn of something new to them so that they can show compassion in new ways. AND especially  for those  people with foreign accent syndrome (hereafter abbreviated PWFAS): when they see it being broadcast around the world in a professionally executed documentary, they suddenly realize they are not alone.

I learned today that BBC Documentary (God bless them) placed a full version of the documentary on YouTube — I will place a link at the end of this post.

I was so  excited the night before when I watched a video of a teaser clip from the documentary. I saw and heard my friends Sarah Colwill and Kay Russell both from different parts of England meeting up in a shop and talking a bit about some of the hassles  PWFAS endure every day.

First, let me tell you that Kay and Sarah are THE first two people I met on the internet who also have FAS. Therefore, these two ladies are very dear to my heart. I developed Foreign Accent Syndrome on May 11, 2009. I had enough medical experience to recognize what was happening was definitely NOT normal. Part of what I like to do to always keep learning and the web is a great instrument in not only learning facts, but also in connecting and networking. In fact I first connected with Sarah and Kay in 2010 after I saw Sarah looking like she was in a state of shock on a big national morning talkshow in the UK. The nasty remarks and cruelty they flung around, joking at her “chinese” accent, were devastating. She was on such a public viewing only ONE month after getting her FAS, yet the show had a doctor who talked intelligently to the audience about possible explanation of what was happening to her. I thought back to my journey with FAS at only one month in: “MAYBE this will just go away” and “it started suddenly, maybe one day I’ll just wake up and it will be over”. And as one month turned to two, the half year anniversary (we call them FAS-birthdays), then 1 year, then 2 . . . “nope; I seem to be stuck here.”

Instead of getting mired down in trauma of being so drastically altered as to speak as if I were a foreigner and the many different ways that people interact with me as a result; I was emboldened through growth in my faith in God with compassion to stand up for the misunderstood, seek out the hurting and ofter comfort and understanding however I can.  At my core is this >>> Truth matters! How people treat other people, especially suffering people, matters! Doctors, so-called “friends” and even family who don’t know how to diagnose it, show compassion or just brush someone off are not good caretakers. People with Foreign Accent Syndrome may sound drastically different, but we are still the same people deep inside. How would YOU feel if it were YOU? It could be, you know, because there were no warning signs given to any of us… just BAM! “this is your new voice”. YIKES!

HOW WHOULD YOU FEEL?

How would you feel when your best friend calls you on the phone and then says “Oh, sorry; wrong number” and directly hangs up on you? Of course they call you back seconds later? HOW would YOU explain it?  And what about the numerous times people raise an eyebrow at you as a “foreigner” or say “why don’t you go back to your homeland or learn to speak properly. They flat out call you stupid! They accuse you of such things as being lazy: “you could fix it if you wanted to.” There’s that horrible moment when someone you know well stands there with slack jaws after they’ve heard you speak in your “new” voice. They can’t figure out why you are talking that way. Is she in a play, been visiting or living abroad? It really is sad when total strangers treat you better (because they just assume you are a foreigner) than people who have known you for years (they just can’t believe their ears).  It is DRASTIC and LIFE-ALTERING!!

SUPPORT & UNDERSTANDING: DOWN WITH IGNORANCE & FEAR

I  realized that the primary reason so much of this was happening (misunderstanding, poor treatment of legitimate sufferers, and proliferation of MISinformation about FAS) was because of IGNORANCE and FEAR!  Well, knowledge and wisdom is the cure for ignorance and “perfect love casts out fear” (from the Holy Bible). So my passion was flamed way back in 2010. I started friending anyone I could find who also had FAS. Since then I started the Foreign Accent Syndrome Awareness FaceBook group where anyone can learn more about FAS and are invited to join the group to legitimately and respectfully ask questions, give opinions or experiences with FAS. Here is the link.

There is also a private group with PWFAS from around the world. There are now over sixty people there, with a majority of them sufferers or a supporter on behalf of another. The group is PRIVATE because it allows a safe place for those of us sufferers to “let our guard down” and be real without fear of injury. These two places and Twitter as well as various leads from other people have helped my FAS-Family meet and help others. Now THAT is rewarding! It gives great purpose to my suffering when I hear a new sufferer break down in tears to hear my voice across the phone or Skype because they can hear me validate them and help them feel that they are not alone. Similarly in my various writings on the web, I can die happy knowing that I am doing my best to stand up for the lowly, help educate the educators through my experiences. What makes a “specialist” a specialist! Sure, book knowledge and background knowledge help, but is it not time of actually experiencing things, living it, breathing it and learning from it what helps make a person a true “specialist”.

One of the things that I enjoy about Professor Nick Miller is that he actually involves the PWFAS in the research process while at the same time sharing his ever increasing knowledge with them to help them better manage their lives. It is a dream of mine to be able to be in partnership with his kind. However, he is in England and I in the United States where it seems to be much harder to locate people who want to research such a rare disorder.

Since the invention of the world wide web I have been so blessed . . . I can get up to the minute information. Like a good discount store, there is trash in the pile of bargains of information… but… if you know where to look and HOW to look there are great gems scattered everywhere. So I guess you’d say I am a research treasure hunter when it comes to useful information. It’s like putting a jigsaw puzzle together when I do research; a piece here, a piece there and soon I have an assembly of information that is quite helpful in finding similarities and patterns or possible causes or treatments. Of course, it is important to use reputable sources, but I highly value the personal experiences of not only the doctors who have book knowledge, but especially seek out “experiential” knowledge. Society as a whole places great value on a doctor’s opinion (as should be), however, the best doctors are those who admit they don’t know but will work WITH the patient to learn TOGETHER!!!

Cutting edge technologies have greatly enhanced my understanding of a variety of topics. However, this topic, Foreign Accent Syndrome is not just a curiosity; it is MY LIFE! I am on a mission to use my own experiences plus all that I continue to learn to help comfort, build-up, encourage, and educate others. Whether they be a sufferer, a family member, a doctor or a student, a seeker or a skeptic — whatever. We all have different ways of dealing with the bizarre and unknown. However, to those who inundate the web with MISinformation or scoff at those brave enough to step out into the public eye, I say “shame on you”. That is nothing short of cruelty! They prove themselves fools who speak without knowledge or refute what they do not understand.

WHAT IS FOREIGN ACCENT SYNDROME?

It is rare (less than 100 medically reported/documented cases in the WORLD… EVER! The altered speech is perceived by others as being foreign; sounding like the person had come from a different country or part of the country in which the language or dialect is of a different flavor. It does not mean that the person suddenly can fluently speak or understand a foreign language, only that the sufferer “sounds” as if they are foreign due to prosody, inflections, accent, and other aspects of speech production. The sufferers themselves may or may not “hear” the difference in their own head enough to help with speech therapy. A person’s speech is altered drastically after some kind of injury to the brain (stroke, past concussion, migraine, whether recent or in the distant past, or maybe for some yet unknown reason. The damage may not be seen via traditional scans such as CT, MRI, EEGs or Xrays, Yet there have been more detailed viewings via Difusion-Tensor MRI (DTMRI) or Functional MRI’s (fMRI) HAVE shown damage at the nerve level that did not show up on the more frequently utilized brain imaging techniques. However, since these machines are so very expensive there are not many places that perform the scans and insurance doesn’t cover their use. Oh, and one more thing, many people on Twitter proliferate the falsehood that Foreign Accent Syndrome is a Psychological or Mental disorder. The truth is that FAS is a “neurological” disorder. This is a very important thing to correct if you see it. I have written to the writers of the articles that falsely stated this, but no retractions or corrections were made to my knowledge so the MISinformation continues. It’s up to those of us who care for truth to correct when we see it in order to promote true understanding.

PURPOSE

I have a PURPOSE in having such a rare thing as Foreign Accent Syndrome. Namely: I must tell everyone, Foreign Accent Syndrome IS REAL!

Being such a rare thing means that more people haven’t heard of it than have. And that includes “specialists” such as neurologists, hospital ER staff, family doctors, psychologists, clergy, college professors, etc. ###You can quote me on this: “Just because you have never heard of something before or can’t see it or have no experience with it, does NOT mean it doesn’t exist!!” Every inventor, great scientist, and the wisest of students and educators as well as cutting edge researchers have learned: the greatest thing about “knowing” something is to realize we can’t ever know it all!

Given my background, my talents, and my years with this rare disorder, I am always increasing in understanding more and more about it. I believe that my passion has always been communication, artistic and interpersonal: caretaking people or animals, science, especially physiological and  behavior, God-loving, nature-admiring, art, poetry, music, photography, film, — all of that.  I have learned how to use all of these skills in the New Media I now see how God allows me to use all of that to help others and it is humbling and exhilarating at the same time.

WHAT NOW?

I would like to encourage you to read more on my site here about Foreign Accent Syndrome? I am going to go forward with creating a site specifically for Foreign Accent Syndrome that can act as an aggregate depository and interactive location for anyone around the world, but in the meantime you can just type FAS in the search box above and see several postings specific to reports of living with it, thoughts, experiences, etc. as well as links to other media. I would really like to work with scientific research and especially as the field of neuroscience is growing. I am encouraged by our U.S. President Obama’s announcement this year of “The Brain Project” in which the government is encouraging more study in the area of brain function and dysfunction. I do hope to be included in a reputable research program and especially have them to view me with fMRI to see how my brain functions when talking versus singing. (I am able to sing in my normal voice).  It is invigorating to connect with other people who are passionate about helping others. I pray that God will grant you the joy of knowing you are unique, no other person can be you as well as you!

Love others as you wish to be loved. Correct lies. Promote truth and compassion. Enjoy living in whatever your circumstances with the sense of purpose. It is a great way to live!

PLEASE DO LEAVE A COMMENT BELOW… it really helps me to know what others think about what I write here. And if there is anything I can do to help you along your journey, just ask. All legitimate inquiries will be answered.

Finally, here is the link to the GREAT Documentary on Foreign Accent Syndrome that just came out called The Woman Who Woke Up Japanese:

FAS- Foreign Accent Syndrome for Four Years and Learning

I have really been behind on my blogging about Foreign Accent Syndrome lately. I do have a LOT happening in my life, but one of the most important missions I have is to help give information to the world about this very rare condition that we just abbreviate FAS.

I have made a really good video about the FAS, but unfortunately it was with Flash, and I am having trouble being able to share it, so I may need to recreate it. In any case I will endeavor to stay more active here. For now, I am off the computer for a bit. TTYL